for him.
to toshi.
photos of him.
surprise surprise.
To tosh, toshi, toshicakes, totoyq, paniki.
to my bestest boy,here's the dare you asked me to do. anyways since ineffortan ko na 'to why not go all the way diba? i learned how to make a carrd for you oh, kiligin ka na sana. it's kinda plain and uhh pero andito naman yung effort, diba? anyways, to my first friend, thank you. thank you for staying no matter what. thank you for being there. you never failed to make me smile. this is cringey but i will continue. kahit lagi mo ko minumura, sige lang basta masaya ka sa ginagawa mo hahahjk. thanks for keeping me company especially when i need it the most. i'm not that good with words so i guess i should end it here. but before i finish this message, i want to tell you that i'm far beyond glad that i've come across someone like you in this lifetime. knowing you is a blessing, being close to you is a gift. stay as you are because you are enough.
photos of him.
click each photo
i am the surprise
click the gif
from your best boy.
kahit most of the time gago ka,
i'm still thankful for you, tosh.
keep that smile of yours,
you look better with it.that smile of yours,
it's the prettiest
i've seen.
i hope the world treats you well,
you deserve nothing but the best.i just recently found
out that the world
already has the best,
the world has you.
paniki ka pa rin.
kidding. anyways take good care of yourself.
your heart and all that.
treasure yourself.that heart of yours,
it sure is one of a kind.
ang pogi ko.
tangina yun lang.
pero sige ikaw na rin, medjo.you're ethereal.
you sure are a blessing.
for some reason
i found myself
finding warmth in you.
home.
that's the word.
it's what describes you.
for quite some time
i pondered on what love really was.
then came you.
i realized love could mean anything.
it could mean your smile,
your laugh, your kisses,
it could mean you.love could mean anything,
love could mean everything,
but love for me
means you.
poet best boy not an au
——sleepless nights make the mind wander at times, but my thoughts always found its way to you.
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first entry yiie* wow gulat ka ‘no? ngayon mo lang nakita ‘to ‘no? syempre it’s a surprise for when you open this carrd again malay ko ba kung binibuksan mo ulit. well if in any case you do isang hello naman dyan sayo. i guess i’m writing this out of the blue. it’s one of those nights wherein i can’t seem to fall sleep. if you’re reading this and we’re still together shet wtf galing natin don😩 jk i hope we still are? i mean you’re worth loving tosh, aiden, kaeden. sama mo na rin [ikaw]. of course they’re all a portion of [you]. just wanted to surprise you with this long ass letter sabi ko sayo diba gagawan kita essay😗 i’ve mentioned already how thankful i was for meeting you, i still am. you’re such a genuine person? we usually talk a lot (i hope we still talk by the time you’re reading this) and each day felt lighter whenever i talked to you even if it was about the most nonsense topics. i know there’s a fine line between rp and op but i admire you in both. let me repeat the word admire,, i admire you as you? not as your fc not as whatever u look like alam kong mukha kang aso,,, but as you, your personality, just you in general. you never fail to lift the moods of people around you. i can see the eagerness and perseverance you have on things, which in fact is such a —-nvm 😗 but yea you get me. i just admire how genuine you are. how accepting you are of things and mind i say, your perspectives as well😳 [kaya humss talaga malakas e,, jk.] thank you for loving me? and to whoever will love you soon, they’d be lucky as fuck to have you. (if its still me then damn 😩 lucky) but then again we’re never too sure of whats to come. what’s important though is that you know that every moment i spent with you was special (aint this a line in some kdrama idk😪) but yeah it was. everything with you was special and i don’t and won’t regret anything. if ever i’ve hurt you down the road, sapakin mo ko ah? if there would be anything i’d regret it would be hurting you, i wouldn’t want to but can’t promise i won’t. if ever we do end up i hope you remember me as someone nice? i wanna be a good memory to you bc you will be to me. if in any case we aren’t together i wish i’d still be in your life? you’re a genuine friend to begin with and i don’t want to lose someone like you okay? okay.i love you toshi boy, aiden, kaeden sky, mingyu, snow, sino pa ba? basta i love you in general. its not hard to love you, it never was.
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second oh shit gulat ka?short lang ‘to pakyu ka tawang tawa ako dun sa strap mo gago ka yun lang thanks for making me laugh especially when im down?? you’re a big ass mood lifter. dami mong alam pero im here for all of it. you’re an interesting one 😪 ewan ko napapasaya mo ko natatakot tuloy ako mawala ka babe ❤️👄❤️ jk yknow i’m actually independent but hey stay in my life okay? okay yun lang naman.
[ ✉️ ]joke lang ‘to pero isang tahol nga dyan 🐶
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fourth. i wanted to put this somewhere in this carrd kaya dito nalangi hope you stay for a long time.
alam ko ang kalat na ng carrd na to but it's the first thing i made for you and ayoko na ibahin or anything but yea, am glad we've reached this far despite the things we've been through. am sorry if i haven't been the best this month and if i've been a bit distant. know that i love you even when i'm at my worst. thank you for keeping up with me until now, really means a lot to me. here's to more with you. know that i'll always be here too, even when you're at your worst. happy eighth. last na utos, message mo 'ko kapag nahanap mo na 'to.
it's april again and around this time last year i was with you, really am thankful for that. i hope you're doiiiiing okay.i know you'd never open this na but hi, how are you? i hope you're doing well and i hope you're happy. im sorry but then again maybe im not. it sucked finding out things that i shouldn't have but i had no right to get mad naman noon. god i regret meeting you. maybe i wouldn't have gotten so hurt over my own decisions. i hate how i miss you.
how are you?